गुरुवार, 19 जुलाई 2012

तुम्हारे बाद

So it was you had a house a home. So I was you, I go right now, "I" is you lost.

So it was you, the Garden was buzzing, cassia, Gulmohar and Marguerite lived bloom together, such as the evergreen frost is burned down.

If you have had a bit of your Dehgand Ksturimrig made me and now I just do not have any odor.

If you Teej festival was used to be plastered pleasing aroma of dishes Kshudhakark

If you Sawan-Bhado was, for all winter-spring was felt Cuvn.

You have had in life was tied to a discipline, eat this, do not eat it, wear it, not wear it. As a primary school student every homework given to you at the time that I lived, now a copy of the homework has been lost.

So you did was make sense ideas, juice, and now ooze juice and juice-poetry takes from both inadmissible.

You were the song was in the house, music, and the invisible strings of affinity were ringing.

Was wondering if you had a rainbow on each occasion were Mnglkamnaan.

If you Mmtamay Matrichhaya shelter was, I was unperturbed at the fountain after you went to sleep angry goddess is too much.

So the joke was you had to laugh at the irony and reproach so lovingly now is destined to laugh like mad.

If you have small children and relatives around you were absorbed in large circles, as the queen bee now lost all Bicudte are gone.

You have had many female friends of yours devotedly serve as passion, they all now have become strangers.

If you had had the blessing of Annapurna was never empty treasury.

If you had had the inspiration muse, now everything has become dormant and waste, has Bhonti pen.

Does not share everything with you, did you then, now there is nothing, everything is deserted, is zero.

It is said that the creation of the universe is zero and Brhmttw that never dies. I also know that no irreversible cycle can roll, so you have to be away from me is an eternal truth. So this is just my fascination and interest.

After you your memories of the world among the crowd I'm wandering round and round like a whirlpool in the vacant feeling that right now I'm doomed to live.

(Readers are requested in writing not to disclose the pain sensation of any sort, as these are mere fiction-craft.)

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6 टिप्‍पणियां:

  1. जीवन की अनुभूतियाँ और प्रेम की निकटता को सही परिप्रेक्ष्य में प्रस्तुत किया है आपने .....सच में यही तो जीवन है जब किसी की कमी का अहसास हमें बना रहता है .....!

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  2. कथा शिल्प हो या सच, बहुत ही गहन है, संवेदना उठना स्वाभाविक है..

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  3. भावमय करते शब्‍द ... आभार

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  4. कथा है परन्तु ...

    में तो इसी बात से चिंतित हूँ कि वक़्त आने पर मुझे पहले रवाना होना चाहिए कि उसे. उसे दुनियादारी का इतना अंदाज़ नहीं हैं इसलिए सोचता हूँ शायद मेरा पीछे रहना ही उत्तम होगा, आपकी क्या राय है ?

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  5. इस टिप्पणी को लेखक द्वारा हटा दिया गया है.

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